i havent written in here in along time, but i am fucking aggravated and wanted to blow off some steam. seriously i dont know what to do you piss me off and drive me crazy and why? why do i let it happen. you dont ever give to shits and think about how i feel before you do something or open your stupid mouth. so you know what..FUCK YOU. thats ( Read more... )

how do you convince yourself not to fall apart.. and that whatever happens happens for a reason. and no matter how much you don't want to believe that.. but it really is for the best....

i'm not in the holiday spirit.. i'm sick.. i have alot on my mind...

and the truth is.... i never stopped......

"where do you go when your lonely"

i need to convince myself its all in my head. becaues it is.. today is no differnt then yesterday or the day before.. school time.. bye.............................

my myspace somehow deleted itself.. i started a new one but i didnt really search for anyone yet

i'm alone.. but i am happy. because i have all i need. i <3 my friends.

i feel like a dirt bag

you know.. i just dont know.

i dont know why i am so paranoid. i always think someone is mad at me.. what the hell is wrong with me.