letsgobacktothebeginning

we really shouldn't be this.

i dont really update this very much and sometimes i come on here checking up on some past friends but its as if everyone has forgotten about me. everyone has gone their seperate ways and doing new things. yet i guess so have i. i cant really complain though i finally received what i asked for all these years.
a true best friend and a lover. it ( Read more... )

well i dont update this is weird. i dont know what ot talk about anymore. oh yea i got really sick at water safari on sunday off of caffine pills and no food in my stomach while going on a dry ride. it was preetty gross. uhmm.. i have a full time job at metlife insurance company making 9 $ an hour 8 in the damn morning till 430... crazyyyy.. i hate ( Read more... )

yeah, i havent felt this way since probably 9th grade...*sighs ( Read more... )

i dont get why utica and waterville kids cant goto shows without hating on one another. aren't we there for friendships and the music? dancing together having a good fucking time. why is everyone seeking out drama. waterville should be glad that there is finally a scene in utica now, we're now looking into bigger and better venues and bars to play ( Read more... )

my past lover

who enjoyed drinking capri suns
talking about the 90's
sharing music
being there for each other
talking for endless amounts of hours
*sigh*

where are you....

scars of her love

you people disgust me. fucking homo ass bitches. i dont get why ppl have to mess with whats uh..mine. k thx... you didnt know me and you didnt know him until after me and him started going out. we're together now and we were together before .. dont fuck with what we have or ill rip off your wannabe straight edge belt buckle off your fat hips

in this moment we're both here, but i close my eyes. grounded at 17.

i hate all boys except for rick.. and that goes for every ex b/f that i have had in the past 2 years of having this journal... i was dumb then.. this is true... i kid u not... we're in this for life. dont u know

All the things you said to me today
Changed my perspective in every way
These things count to mean so much to me

It's out there
If you want me
I'll be here
It's out there

I'll be dreaming my dreams with you
And there's no other place
that I'd lay down my face
I'll be dreaming my dreams with you

you are my world , my support , my best friend ( Read more... )