so. life is... weird-

Okay. For real this time.

So last night in my I-hate-everyone-who-has-ever-hurt-me-ever, kind of rage, I told Joey that it is over, forever. He goes back and forth between me and Kristin every other minute, and he always ends up choosing her. Me and Kristin both don't want to be with him, but the only difference between her and I is that she lies and tells him otherwise. ( Read more... )

So it kinda scares me sometimes that I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life. All I know is that I don't want to go to Cal Poly. I want to get the hell away from here for a few years at least. I don't care what my dad says. He claims he is funding my education, but I have yet to see any part of that. Therefore I say wachoose where ( Read more... )

The things I've learned in the past weeks:

1. Don't drink vodka ever again. like ever.

2. Don't claim that I "never throw up"

3. Don't talk to boys who i've had a crush on in 7th grade and tell him how much I used to love them. And then see him at school the next day.

4. Pretty much, do not talk to boys when i'm drinking.

Okay, so I really am sad and jealous and angry and all of those kind of things. I thought he would always be there for me but he can't.

But I really can't believe how immature he is being, bringing his girlfriend and her friend into MY work.
Having her im MY friends trying to handle HIS business.

Okay, not to play the victim or anything, but SERIOUSLY. Everyone needs to shut up and stop telling me what to do, and how I feel ( Read more... )

There is so much drama ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in quite a long time.
Blah.
I made strawberry muffins this morning and they were not even good. I didn't even know strawberry muffins existed.
There is this boy Brandon, and he is making me a sad girl. But he's beautiful and I really cannot get past that. I have to go to work in 2 hours and 47 minutes.

I'm so over 2004 it's not even funny. Now I cannot wait until June to graduate. I thought i would hate for it to come but i'm so tired of everyones drama. Myresolution for this year is to not care...Just to stop worrying about the little things and focus and what I want to do with my life. And focus on the good things, like Joey. He told me the ( Read more... )