Thinking about suicide? Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electricute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone ( Read more... )

so today went well.. got up early, hit up the doctors.. yah fuckin right i have eczema.. he didnt even look! mann doctors these days.. o well they'll figure it out sooner or later. after the doctors, i went with grandma to get my prescriptions, seeing as mom was in richmond hill at school.. then i went to wal-mart, and had lunch at mcdicks. mann ( Read more... )

well today was really relaxing..havent been to school all week, constant issues with the body.. its crazy.. but im makin it through. I read this thing on someones livejournal today, about suicide.. makes you really think twice.. ill leave it on here later. i really miss everyone at school.. havent seen my friends in awhile.. kinda sucks. but ( Read more... )

well im sittin here right now..kinda speechless..i dont know im an idiot.. i told him my feelings..he probably thinks im an obsessive freak now. why dont i keep my mouth shut. FUCK. i asked him if all we'll ever be is friends, and he said yes.. i guess that is my closure. the only thing is...will i ever move on? or am i gonna be stuck on him ( Read more... )

today i woke up early, and wish i didnt.. i couldnt get back to sleep.. around 12 i went for lunch with the family was nice i got to see my little cousins..that made me happy. am home now..dont really have much to do ..feelin tired and family is still here, upstairs. am tryin to be happy lol. Sams bday is coming up..i need to figure out what to get ( Read more... )

i really dont even know what im doing anymore..today was so fucked up. i thought about him alll day at wonderland.. i couldnt stop.. its like i need him in my life in order to live..i know that doesnt sound very original..and people say it all the time...but when you think about someone 24/7..you barely eat..you never sleep..you cant even go to ( Read more... )

well, i made it through another day.. was sick in the morning, so i slept in again.. i dont get why im so tired all the time.. whats wrong with me? today was especially hard to see him..i dont know why.. i guess sitting near him while he was talking to my friend about the girl he likes, might do the trick. i wish i could be that girl he likes.. i'd ( Read more... )

today was kind of shitty cause I missed him alot. I dont get it...why can't I stop thinking about this guy?? Im so messed up.. I dont even know anymore. I really just want to move on, but it seems like its impossible. so fucked. I wish he knew how I felt..not that it would do anything..so I guess there really is no point. That fact that he likes ( Read more... )

today was an okay day, except for the fact that I was home sick again. its driving me crazy i just want my health back. I do whatever I can to get my mind off of everything, but its so hard.. I guess I have too many emotions I cant control. Im going to wonderland this weekend with a few of my friends. That should go well... i hope. Im friends with ( Read more... )