at 2:57am i declare my love for Ruddy Roland Chung in tremendous tears of joy which i thought was never possible to feel this way about any being on this earth. as i sit here with my tear drenched sleave i am oh so certian that no one else on this earth will do for me. only him. my one and only. I thank God so much. Ruddy is second to my heart, ( Read more... )

i really really really really loathe colton california. nothing but stupid scene kids who hang around weinersnitzle smoking one cancer stick after another. trailer trash. and ghetto people. no thanks. im dying to move. far far away yet im stuck to commute with this fucking city. save me oh save. day by day goes by i become more bitter/apathetic/emo ( Read more... )

I feel that your love is fading for me, and it all starts with consideration.

i hate these extream emotions. i hate feeling pissed off i hate feeling jealous. i hate being envious. i hate nose diving into emotions without fully knowing what will it lead to. i need reassurance. some of my stress was relieved. im living off salary now. every paycheck will be in the net income of $500 every two week. i will only be deducted $50 ( Read more... )

time and time again i will say over and over i hate teeth whiteners, and i believe i found a cavity.

im still trying to wake up. im doing laundry then i must get ready for work. then i might leave early so i can schedule an appointment for an oil change. YAY!. hahaha oi. i dont wanna clean but there is nothing to do. i have to wait for my clothes to dry.

good day

when i first started working everyone asked me if i was new during the first year. now im in my second year and people are asking how long have i been working ( Read more... )

today was a pretty good day. i woke up and had blueberry pancakes with my mom. my neice and nephew came over. my sis-in-law went to the er. she waited there from 10:30 am to 6 pm. i hate er. my neice with to the hair salon with my mom and i was left with my nephew. i took my nephew to the dollar tree with me to buy christmassie things and got him a ( Read more... )

what a day. i dunno know. but its so easy to type when you need to get so steam out. i do not want to repeat this day, except for the end. i woke up to go to work. it was fine until ( Read more... )

i get so sick and tired. i dislike being sick. im frozen away from everyone. im getting so much better but i still cant do anything. i feel like a monster. this pink eye. its torture. im closed away from work, from the outside world, even people. im bored out of my mind. tv is incredibly boring. i have so much time on my hands it makes me sick. i ( Read more... )