how does one find it? lose it? gain it?! my creative juices are slowly draining. i really do enjoy the shop i'm in at the moment despite one co worker who sometimes just really gets under my skin. but looking past that one minor bump in the road, i'm working right outside a military base so the clients are flowing in left and right. and i'm making ( Read more... )

long time no see eh? so just like most people do with this thing. shit isn't going so well. seems like it kinda exploded in the last few weeks. let's see where i can start ( Read more... )

...growing up.

do i always fucking do this to myself?

underwear party = fucking awesome time ( Read more... )

back again to bitch are you?

-why yes i am, now how'd you know?

i can just tell by the music you're listening to. you seem to be very deep in thought.-well, i wish i could say i was happy. well i am. but at the moment i'm not. i just don't know if i should give up. or work it out. or something. i really don't know what to think. and i'm pretty ( Read more... )

my bike was stolen....................

i cried a little..........

this sucks.

somewhere, somehow i kind of feel that i lost a little piece of me. not too sure why i feel like this either...maybe it's because i feel that i have to make everyone else happy before i make myself happy. granted i'm not the best person in the world(trust me i know that), but then again i'm not the worst. we all have our pro's and con's. but just ( Read more... )

i don't really have anything to write about. so i'll probably just babble for a little ( Read more... )

so i can't really sleep. and no one is online. so this is my last resort ( Read more... )