-
(Untitled)
I woke up this morning with my right eye basically swollen shut, and crusty.
I suppose since it's after 8 (when the pharmacy opens) I should go and pick up my antibiotics.
I'm not looking forward to the massive stomach ache those things are going to give me, but I am looking forward to feeling better. -
Crazy Train
Well, I went to the doctor today, and while I was supposed to be there for my cold/sinus/ear infection. We ended up mostly talking about my debilitating anxiety. I mean, it was a hard subject to avoid considering I was twitching my feet and holding onto the side of the examination table and sweating. I mean, I was freaking out, over just being ( Read more... ) -
Sick of being sick
I realized today, after crawling back into bed after being out in the living room for 45 minutes, that I have spent mostly all of 2011 in bed, sick and miserable. Whether it be a cold, stomach ache, flu, headache, what have you.
Since being off my medication I've gone from bad to worse.
My anxiety has taken a whole different path then it had ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
If there is one thing I hate more then anything, it's call ing out of work ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I'm so angry I could scream and throw a tantrum ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Thing have been interesting the past few weeks to say the least ( Read more... ) -
Wow
it's been almost two years since I've used LJ ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
i got a tumblr. so I'll probably post there alot.
itstoolateforklu.tumblr.com -
damn it feels good to be a hampster.
I've been super busy, up and down, back and forth.
Trying to get a job back in lebanon.
Until then I'm still working in falmouth and living in portland.
I got to see ashley on my 21st. I wish I had more days off so I could spend time with her or at least live closer so I could see her after work. Same thihg happened when lyndsay came home, I felt ( Read more... ) -
Whoa I keep pushing myself even though I can't take it at all
I wanna spill my guts, but I'm scared I'll choke.
What do I do.
Do I even know what to do.
Sometimes I feel like I'm the one in the coma and I'm just dreaming all of this. Sometimes I just feel like I could do without myself.