Maddie's old roomate moved out several weeks ago, so I moved in. I'm excited to say I've got my own place, and I'm living right down the street from my mom ( Read more... )

mmmmmmm.

my life will be beautiful
if I make it that way....
I create myself by the minute. my soul. The size of my waist.
Me, is not to be some day: found.
I'm here.
I've made myself, adjusted, succombed... in every way.
and on the topic of my hardships
well, theres just too much to say.

"as a child I was afraid of the storm.... but now I ( Read more... )

"i tend to go into self-destruct mode later into my relationships...creating conflict(rip it to fucking shreds, feeeeed me false notions..)"..... Ohhhh but did I forget to mention- I'd turn the entire thing around on you.. after all is said and done?? Funny I do this over and over again, not realizing I'M the crazy one ( Read more... )

soooo helllllo to all.
gimme some looove

But as for me I'm coming to my final failure
I've killed myself with changes trying to make things better
And ended up becoming something other
Than what I had planned to be

:)

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I don't really want this thing anymore. I've had a livejournal for atleast 5 or 6 years?, and never really felt the urge to delete mine or anything until recently. (although someone did delete over 3 years of entries off my last livejournal for me, how kind)For the sake of how often I change my mind, there will be no terminating at the moment. We' ( Read more... )

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