Ok, so I figured out this Jeremiah kid that I was going out for like 9 months with wasn't a good person. He brought me down and I am very down now. It hasn't been worse. My mom wants me to start seeing a therapist again ew :( but ya figures I don't want to. They wouldn't be able to help me. I just have had enough with the world and this dumb ( Read more... )

I read back on all these old entries from when I was in Florida
and I realize how happy I was there and how much of a life I did have becuase I actually had girl problems and stuff to talk about, but now I don't..

I had a nice night. Very nice, actually.

my aunt died yesterday. jonny's birthday..

last night was so horrible. except the times in the movie where i was holding jonnys hand. that was nice. but at the end i was hugging him good bye and i didn't kiss him and i think he was trying to and i just said i'll see you later.. ugh i'm so stupid i feel so bad. grr laura should die. i'm about to go to the mall to get my nails done.

today was so boring. like el blah. i had a bad dream last night and i woke up all sweaty i would say what it was about but it's sort of imbarrasing. jonny wasn't at school *tear.

i'm so bored. my knee hurts too which sucks.

oh my god. cant breathhhhhhh tooo many M&M's toooo mannyyy

eagles suck. they lost the stupid superbowl. its totally pissing me off and it's not cool...NOT COOL. tom brady is cute in those hot tight spandex pants. yum yum yum. we ate way too much and feel really fat. yippie. yeah and stupid people are pissing me off to. i simply ask this one PERSON to stop going away for 2 seconds and coming cus it fills my ( Read more... )

I'm pretty bored. I woke up fuckin early and like sat around doing nothing. like i seriously was just sitting there and i wasn't thinking or anything. i didn't get enough sleep last night i guess. when natalie came over it was fun. no there werent any lesbian moments except i sat on her lap lmao but other than that...hmm now i'm listening to the cd ( Read more... )

( black coat, white shoes, black hat, cadillac. yeah the boys a time bomb )