So the snow is falling. It's cold. Kylie is deciding to sprout molars in her mouth so she is a peach (overstatement). I am sitting her trying to stay warm and toasty and stay awake for god knows why. Watching Monday night football kind of and catching up with the internet world. JOYOUS

My head hurts today which sucks. Work is relatively lax right now. I am eating an orange sucker right now and it is wonderful. Adam is being a decent guy. Shocking new territory for me. That's all right now, I am just wasting time for the moment.

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Ok I believe in Karma even if for a long time I have had nothing but bad luck. However right now it seems my life is actually looking up. I can't help, though, to approach this with extreme caution and skepticism. We will see...

I did not serve in the United States Army to get treated with disrespect by commonplace people who only treat others like shit to try and raise their value of self worth. you are pathetic cockroaches. It really makes you feel better to belittle others and treat them like they are stupid, when in reality I am probably smarter than you. Hope it ( Read more... )

I watch the darkness consume us all one by one ( Read more... )

Nowhere to hide, no where to run ( Read more... )

I can't stand mornings. I do not like daytime, I prefer the darkness of night. I usually am not tired when I sleep all day and am up all night. But if I sleep all night, I am still tired all day. Today is perfect sleeping weather too. Damn my ability to maintain and keep a job! I would particulary enjoy a cigarette at this moment in time. ( Read more... )

So today is the day i honestly truly realized how badly people lie, bullshit, and all around jerk the world around as if it were their own personal yo-yo. Rediculous really. Someone claims they love you immensely then fuck an 18 year old when you are carrying their bastard love baby. I just don't know what to think about people anymore except i ( Read more... )

All the banging, and clanging and racket
I need a place for my head.
I put it up on a shelf,
And the noise got louder.
How do I make the noise die down?
How do you slow a speeding bullet?
I am lost without myself
and I want to help that lost girl.
But she is me
And I am her.
So together we will wander.
Hoplessly