new journal : fatedlove

I HATE IT HERE!!!!!

every damn day, i fuck up, in some way or another. or im just plain hated for something ive done before. well wonderful, my mom has resorted to 3-yr old behavior and is now not talking to me...fucking great!

DAMMIT LENE...I NEED THAT SHIT SOON...AND YA, POWDER SOUNDS NICE, me u and jess.....

I WANT MY BEST FRIEND BACK! : (

god i hate my life...blah, had the greatest two days with silas, but of course right as im driving home, i get pulled over and ticketed again...so goodbye to my licnese for quite sum time cuz i kno im gonna lose it for awhile...shit shit shit...so ya then me and my mom started having probs again, thought we sorted them all out but i guess u cant ( Read more... )

yay got my dress for prom this weekend, its soo kute. Silas really liked it too..hmm had a wonderful weekend, couldnt ask for a better one! silas u rock my socks

yay, death sucks. it makes u realize how inredibly important one person can be in your life. i wanted to cry seeing Jake's face, him standing next to his own dad's casket. thats such a horrible image ( Read more... )

i hate to sound so morbid...but ya, i really do hate everything about my life ( Read more... )

ok so, all was good today, until tonight...ive realized that no matter how happy i can pretend to be, something always seems to bring me back down into this awful slump. What happened to the days that i was so happy? nothing upset me, my world was so perfect? j'ia mal a couer and i cannot fix this problem...ive tried filling my time with pathetic ( Read more... )

So ya, today in vancellete we read a poem by Edwin Arlington Robinson (great poet!) and it remined me a lot of my grandmother's death...

How Anandal Went Out

"They called it Annandale- and i was there

To flourish, to find words, and to attend:

Liar, physician, hypocrite, and friend,

I watched him; and the sight was not so fair

As one or ( Read more... )

may i just say...that i hate cops.

god my life fucking is goin down the shitta....

(_)I HAVE NEVER BEEN DRUNK ( Read more... )