Thanks Clayton and Jess. I decided to take your advice and forget about it--therefore deleting the entry. I'm over it now. :)

As strange as it might sound, the weirdest part about coming home again is deciding who I want to restart a friendship with from high school. I've keep in touch with the people I wanted to stay in touch with, but I wouldn't call any of us great friends still. Hopefully that will change. RJ's coming over tomorrow, and later this week I'm hanging ( Read more... )

Something doesn't feel right. I don't know what it is, but I just don't feel like myself.

I'm bored. Bored with what will happen this summer. For some reason, I don't know what I want to do over the summer. I've been thinking about that a lot lately. I could get a job at the hospital, but I will be in a hospital job for the majority of my life. And at this point, only have a year of clinical experience, the job would consist of ( Read more... )

I want to scream and color and run and play and fly a kite and eat enormous jawbreakers and blue gummy sharks and read and lay in the sun and get lost in the arb and jump rope and paint anything and everything and smile.

That's it.
Nothing else.

Six more days until Tampa. That's the only thing keeping me going right now.

I am homesick. I want to go home.

Do you know what I don't like? I don't like the way the creepy elevator randomly opens and shuts as I walk by when it's empty. It's deserted, and it just opens, and I don't like that. It might want to eat me, I don't know. Yeah.

I'm scared, twenty is too old. I'm nervous. I know nothing will change, I'll feel exactly the same as I did on November 1st when I was 19, but still I don't like it. When people ask me my age, I'm going to have to reply 20. It will feel so weird. I will no longer be a teenager, I will just be old. I mean, your body is in its best condition 16- ( Read more... )

Today I sat in starbucks listening to my ipod while reading for class. I didn't really go there to study for class even though in my mind I told myself I was. I went to mostly eavesdrop on other people's conversations and let my mind jump from topic to topic. I feel like I'm suffocating my mind in southquad. My favorite distraction was a father ( Read more... )