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update cause I ain't working out and am debating a nice fucking cold bike ride.
So- I have internet as well- I'm on a new med seems to be about what I need- a little stability but my mood can fluctuate. Pity it says it's used to treat schizophrenia. Oh well, at least now I can maintain a slightly elevated state of mind, which is important to me ( Read more... ) -
moving
so it has begun- all is well. more and more stuff is being moved ( Read more... ) -
my post as a hostage.--- forced entry
Meds- cannot make me social- I'm feeling like I'm on the wrong one. particulary since the med I'm on is apparently bad as a long term idea. read a bunch of nasty stuff I don't and will not deal with. This medication is designed for bi-polar clinical depression. I'm thinking an anti-anxiety would suit me better- in that I believe the anxiety is ( Read more... ) -
shoot me... with a painkiller
ok- so my aunt jenny was buried today. However my mom died this morning- I at least was able to see her last night for the election when they declared obama the president elect ( Read more... ) -
circuit boards covered in blood will not suffice
So, I have engorged the self in wonderful amounts of mexican food... and fucking christ, I was either getting a bottle of sangria or tequila in recognition of my ancesters, however I think my old bottle of amaretto (don't ask the age- I've forgotten and I took it from somewhere else ( Read more... ) -
Barbacoa....
So I'm off today, it's been one of day ( Read more... ) -
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ok- so I perked up again... a week finishing whatever virus sacked my family and myself- and depression, gods I know how how to have very good time ( Read more... ) -
Stare in the mirror confront your own demons
I am not living the way I want to ( Read more... ) -
There isn't a ****ng thing I can do it about- I can't even deal.
I can't go much longer... I'm tired and beat. the one thing that was keeping me going is here now, so I need to refocus on something else. I'm weak and my sense of humor is almost nigh ( Read more... ) -
spinning till I get my way.... *thud*
Found a street dogs cd today... muhahahaha ( Read more... )