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fear and loathing...
I hate my addiction- it is a difficult thing but I will persevere. I know I can do it now, I will smoke ceremonially and have a cigarette to mark the end of my work week ( Read more... ) -
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note to self- losing a paying job and going back to self-employment doesn't mean start starving again. No one really wants to watch you fall apart again- keep exercising it will keep your appetite up, and frankly get over it. At least you like what do. -
duh
I write here when I'm upset... hmmm. -
lunatic with the moon and sun.
Manic- again- finally got a 20 minute powernap. I hope I sleep tonight (I probably will ( Read more... ) -
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So, I been rather busy and not updating; Nothing new in that. I'm still having trouble getting up early enough to make it to class, but I'm not running late. I've been late only once. Unfortunately I've also been developing cysts behind my ear, not the funnest thing ever and the mishaps of waiting for medication was a learning experience ( Read more... ) -
oh tides and moans
I could rant, I excel in in it- heck you should the spreadsheet of a rant I have prepared in my head; it's organized and such unlike my room. But I'll merely drop the un-emotive summary of news ( Read more... ) -
back up and not running.
I quit smoking tomorrow, I will be out of my mind for about a week ( Read more... ) -
well, now I'm just bonkers.
ok, tried to work out, fail... I've lost a lot more of my muscle than I thought, this is gonna take serious work to get enough basic strength back. The biking should have helped stop it, oh wait, I didn't fight the fucking weather alot, that and constant work along my route again is making it impossible if the ground is wet as my bike is actually ( Read more... ) -
not right.
something is askew and pulling too hard to port ( Read more... ) -
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Wow, I got kicked out the bar and felt mad. Went to bed and when I woke I immediately understood more of why I had been removed. Damn, and I wanted to be mad about the whole experience when in reality I was kicked out because I was a risk for aggressive behavior- which means yes, I need to watch the drink a bit closer. It's a pity though, I ( Read more... )