i should really make a list of qualities i want in a potential BF, and stick to that list. because its clear the list i have for "non" qualities, isn't working so much.

poop!

 well, hello again ( Read more... )

 why does his myspace say MARRIED!? ok, i know its really really lame of me to check the relationship statuts, because its myspace and all! but i'm so sensitive when it comes to him.

he went back to mass thanksgiving morning, and i dropped him off, we said goodbye, hugged, thanked me for everything. i knew as i was watching him walk away i would ( Read more... )

i'm done with so much.

time to make myself number one again.

its very true when they say the only person that will ever take care of you the way you want to be taken care of, is yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!

 
i usually don't like to vent on myspace, just because most of my friends will read this, but fuck it. i'm pissed off, i feel so fucking empty, and i'm loney as FUCK!

not being at work, fucking sucks. no money is coming in, i've yet to pay my rent for OCTOBER, and my other fucking bills. i thank my mom every day for letting me stay with her, she's ( Read more... )

 Career advancement and financial good fortune may come your way through travel, Erin, or perhaps through education. If what you're hoping for is contingent on one or both of these factors, don't waste time considering it. Go for it! Success is almost a sure thing for you right now - IF you make the most of whatever opportunities come your way, ( Read more... )

 has anyone been to stoneham, mass? my step brothers live there and its one place i've looked into moving. its 20 minutes from boston, less than an hour from hana, and not far from maine. so i guess its in between. ugh, i just need a change. i return to work tuesday, and its only for half days. i'm SO not looking forward to it. but i do need the ( Read more... )

An unexpected career development, or other form of responsibility, could have you considering a possible relocation, Erin. It might be a matter of only a few miles, or it could be across the country. A journey by air is strongly indicated. This may be a bit of a shock, but bear in mind that you don't need to make a decision today. Allow a few days ( Read more... )

was fun, i will admit i was kinda bored, but that could be to the lack of drinking ( Read more... )

 i just don't understand why certain people tell me things and never put there words into use....

i'm sick of fake feelings, and most of all i'm sick of believing in them.

good night.