I wish I had the ability to write out all my feelings so magnificently that if someone else were to read them, they'd know exactly how I was feeling. But I don't seem to contain that talent and it frustrates me. I can write and write and write and only scratch the tip of what I'm trying to get to. Sometimes I just wish things would come easily. I ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to me!

Even though I'm sick with the flu, it's still a great day!

P.S. I feel like having some kool-aid. hmm.. :)

It seems as if my life keeps going around in this one vicious circle. For awhile, my life is perfect. Everything is going smoothly and my friends are happy. Then a guy comes along and I tend to make retarded decisions and the consequences are always having my friends mad at me. I don't like that feeling, at all, but I also don't know what to do to ( Read more... )

Please, could someone enlighten me to why guys feel the need to be such assholes ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just wish I couldn't remember anything. I hate all the memories that keep attacking me. I hate it that it's always the good memories and none of the bad so it makes me that much more sad that he's gone. I want to cut all ties with him, but it doesn't seem possible. 7 months of constant communication then one day it all stopped. I ( Read more... )

I knew at one point what she's going through. How I couldn't believe that he had moved on so quickly, but that just urged me to move on just as fast. I know how she feels, how the harsh reality that it's over and will never happen finally hits her. It happened to me, except it's not helping her get better. It's not pushing her to move on. I don't ( Read more... )

Today you crept into my thoughts. Today I couldn't shove you back out. Today my mind was filled with all the things I would never see, do, feel, sense with you anymore. I will never again travel to Lafayette to see you. I will never park on the same floor of that parking garage. I will never have to walk those blocks to your dorm room. Never again ( Read more... )

It's over. It was over five days ago.

And I'm happy.

Finally.

I just get so tired of living ( Read more... )

I have got to stop crying ( Read more... )