So Miami in just 2 days. Fuck, i have been dreaming of going to WMC for 3 years, and now i am leaving in just over 36 hours. Im trying to get all my shit together today so i can just get home from work tomorrow, drink a redbull, and stay up until i need to call the cab to take me to the airport. I have so much shit to do today!!! fuck, i have to do ( Read more... )

I just discovered the identity of one of the women who has been in my dreams for the passed 2 weeks. Its the BBC World News anchor Mishal Husian. I have seen her every night for the passed 2 weeks. I watch the BBC news every night, but still i have no idea what the hell this means. fuck this dream stuff... i have been trying to figure it out, but ( Read more... )

Fell apart 3 times today, absolute wreck. Haven't had a day this hard in a while. It was the walk yesterday that did it. Miami is so close now. All i want to do is just to get the hell away from this place for a while so i don't have to think about this for a few days. Even that long would be better than these days. Everything seems like a play, ( Read more... )

Well.... began writing in my real journal again for the first time in several months. Putting down on paper things that have been bothering me lately and memorable dreams that really stick out. I can't really tell what they mean yet, i don't even know if i ever will, but they definatly are generating interesting thoughts while i am awake. Just now ( Read more... )

http://www.liquidgeneration.com/poptoons/saddam_outkast.asp

Holy Shit. im sure some of you have already seen this, but a friend just emailed it to me and i damn near fell off my chair laughing.
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So today i spent entirely at home until about 9 when i went out for drinks with kevin. not too much other than that. more recovery from the phycical illness today. feeling pretty good. now i am drunk though, so it is time for bed so school will be ok tomorrow. i will post a better entry tomorrow.
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So school was closed today because of the snow. God that was nice. I have been getting progressivly sicker over the passed few days so it was good to have a rest day. I didn't do a goddamn thing. I only left the house to go and get some cold medicine and to rent some movies. Thats about it. Just been sitting on my ass drinking OJ and watching ( Read more... )

So it is done. She is gone. Saw her for a few minutes just now and did my best, but that didn't hold up for too long. Now i am going to make myself get on with it, no use tortureing myself. Every ending is just a new begining or so i have been told to believe so here we go. Time to gather the rest of the parts of me and put them back together. Get ( Read more... )

So this marks my triumphant return to the world of LJ. It is a new year, but it doesn't feel like any change has occured. Life is still consumed by the unforgiving minute, but i guess that it all depends on what you do within that minute that makes the change. Im not one to make resolutions or anything like that, but i think that i am going to try ( Read more... )

You quiver like a candle on fire ( Read more... )