So I've been digging through some old papers of mine, and came across lots of old poems that I wrote.  And they're good.  I may not have been a fantastic English student, but I can write when inspired.
I think I secretly desire to publish a book of poems.  I'd call it "The Unabashed Works of an Embarrassed Poet," because I like the oxymoron of the ( Read more... )

Up and down the last two days.  It's still unclear whether Andy's moving with me or not.  After several screaming, seeing-red fights, I've come to the conclusion that maybe this is for the best.  And it's much easier to think I hate him than to picture my life halfway across the country with out him.  It's much simpler to pretend like it doesn't ( Read more... )

Is it too much to ask for a little support?
I finally find a job.  Not here, but in Kansas, because everyone knows that jobs in Michigan are really fucking hard to find.  But everyone's so fucking fake happy that I'm disgusted.
And now, even Andy's against it.  Apparently I'm not considering how much money it's going to cost to get there, and ( Read more... )

And I get to thinking even more about it; what happens, when, in 6 months, I get a real job and move?  I know he's said time and time again that he would follow me, but I'm really beginning to have serious doubts that now.  I doubt that he can/will leave his parents, because they "need" him so much.  So, do I waste more of my time trying to make it ( Read more... )

Andy, I love you!

I've come to this conclusion ( Read more... )

It still strikes me as funny that you don't want what's in front of you until someone else has it.

Moral of the story: If you take yourself out of that picture, stay there.

Talk about the most perfect day in a long time...Well, it would have been perfect if it hadn't been for 2 things...1st, having to go to class, and 2nd, having to go home. But other than that, WOW.

You KNOW you're having a good time when you give someone a series of hickeys in the shape of a major constellation. And you're PROUD of it ( Read more... )

So I over-reacted ( Read more... )

A quick visit to the bottom and then things got better again.
But wow, what a scary 10 minutes...