I live my life on the principle that you can't regret anything. Or at least, I try really, really hard to ( Read more... )

I'm so frustrated with this job search ( Read more... )

What if everyone's unhappy, and just a lot better at hiding it?

I'm back in Kansas, relieved to have a little distance between me and my family, but also aching that I'm so far.  Only 4 days after my return, my family was all together again for the 4th of July.  And they called.  And Jesus, was I ever jealous.  I know i've said over and over again that I wanted to get away from them, but it's a whole different ( Read more... )

I promised myself that I wasn't going to use this space for this again, but goddamn it, my life is so mutherfucking miserable that I just can't help it anymore ( Read more... )

I hate this ( Read more... )

It's exhausting, all this self-loathing I'm doing ( Read more... )

Dear Mr. D'Angel*,

I am writing you this letter in addition to my exit survey from USD *** because I do not feel that the exit survey addressed the many intricacies that lead to my resignation from the district.
            While I enjoyed many facets of my employment here, I constantly felt like I was under a microscope, and the most minor of ( Read more... )

My mom sounded really disappointed, and immediately asked what I was going to do.  I DON'T REALLY KNOW MOTHER, IT'S BEEN 2 WEEKS.  Seriously ( Read more... )

I've come full circle.  Back to LJ.
For no particular reason other than I'm incredibly lonely.  And perhaps writing will help me to feel better.  And because I feel like there's a lot about me that I don't even know about myself that maybe I'd like to think about or figure out.  Maybe this internal dialogue will shed some light on that.
I'd like to ( Read more... )