i love busting my ass on cleaning my room and then just drowning myself in pillows on my clean carpet and napping with Cleo. :] She's pregnant by the way. whoever wants a new kitten can r.s.v.p. It's so fun now to just loaf around here at home. Poor Marc. he's out mowing lawns. he's a hard workin' man. :]

holy shit. i am NEVER drinking cheap whiskey on an empty stomach everrrr againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...

well i guess that's all i had to say. :/

well our beach idea went to shit when the Kia started overheating. :/
im not surprized when it comes to disappointments, but i just wish something would go the way we planned once in a god damned while. im not hung up about it. but now marc's asleep and im fucking boreed. BORRREEEEDDDD!!!!!

last night was fun though.

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things have been good around here. and things are finally happening. it's not just talk anymore. and i was really sick of just talking about things ( Read more... )

im sure i'd enjoy San Antonio more if i was rid of this fucking cold. i stayed in bed 'till 6 today and missed out on all the fun. but i got up to go eat some snow crab & shrimp at Joe's Crab Shack. :P ( Read more... )

and its so hard to give him long kisses when i cant breathe through my nose. :[

i'm fatigued...and adult swim's making me angry. and my vision is just getting worse. and i have to endure a bus ride to San Antonio tomorrow. but it'll make my mom happy...and i like seeing her happy. so i'll miss Marc 'till Sunday.

well....she's gone. Cleo, thee sweetest cat, has left me forever.

but i've got a few ( friends )

you dont know how sad i am.


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damn last night was fun. but i need to stop letting my anxiety get the best of me. oh well. except for all the sodomy on t.v., Q. Tarantino night was a hit. Eddie, Bert and Stephen stopped by. i just wish wine wouldn't turn my lips purple. :D

i keep dreaming about people i don't want in my head. them and a lot of violence, always including decapitation. how do you save yourself from a long streak of bad dreams?? i don't see how its possible to grow used to things like that, it's disgusting. oh yeah, i also got in an argument too early in the morning and i cant find the novel i was ( Read more... )