McAllen didn't feel like McAllen today. i wonder if anyone else got that vibe. it was such an odd thursday. and have you been to Texas Wholesale lately?? that place has "odd" bleeding out the doors! get a whiff of that stale smell and dim fluorescent lighting and you'll see what i mean. plus i could count the customers in the store on one ( Read more... )

i've grown a little tired of my only hobby being video games. plus that takes money i no longer have. i'll still go crazy over them anyday, but now my hours are full of doodling, decorating and reading. thanks to marc's mother for letting me dive into her personal library. :] not too much good news at home. my mother's becoming very impatient ( Read more... )

did you know there are thirty-two names for love in one of the Eskimo languages ( Read more... )

tonight was another ( H.E.B. imports )

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's how i feel inside. :]
things are gonna start happening around here and i'm too damned excited to type about it!

p.s.> no bad dreams during my nap today. >D

i wish i knew the science behind dreams. then maybe i could cook up some good ones. i've been avoiding sleep as much as possible and i think it's starting to take a toll on my moods. i feel like a zombie all day long in some kind of trance. i swear my mind will strive to get rest on it's own while my body functions in some numb, fucked up fashion. ( Read more... )

i think now i'll actuallly miss my house when i leave it. he makes everything so fun.


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i've learned to just enjoy my time floating around, waiting for something to happen around here.

oh, i dunno. im happy for now.

ooobabay. what in the hell could be sexier than a girl carrying the stench of dirt with a shovel in her hand and dead leaves in her hair ( Read more... )

grow grow grow...!

and toss in a new car for kicks. ;]