I get in funks all to often. Let's not even call them funks, I call them episodes. It weird. Just in the past couple years I've noticed them. They have gotten worse since I've moved. Some are really scarey. I'm lucky I guess that I don't do things I'll regret when I finally calm down though.....

like today is perfectly normal. I'ts weird.

wow. episodes, get the best of you for a few hours then just disappear. if I believed in therapy i'de be there. If I believed in normality... I'de be it.

She just has a funny way of loving me.

The only reason that I fucking write in this thing is becuase i'm away from everything I can talk to. This year is hard, And I was this close to giving up first semester. But in a sense I think it was the best thing I've done for myself and the worst all in one ( Read more... )

Suppressed by all my childish fears
You cry I wipe away all of your tears
When you scream I fight away all of your fears
And I'll hold your hand through all of these years.
Your voice chases away all the sanity.
Tell me your secrets ans Ask me your questions.
Our heads are a science apart.

My friend's mom is dying ( Read more... )

my little kitty is biting my sweater. He's so cute ( Read more... )

Argh I have so much hair spray in my hair it's nastified.
I have'nt washed my hair in like three days... so it's really nastified.

I'm going to scrilla's party in two seconds. Should be rockin nookah =0

i'm gunna drink my little heart out <3

happy daylight savings everyone (-westside!-)

So yeah I really don't like my boyfriend right now
why even bother.
He doesn't trust me at all. Ew Ew Ew I have all the reasons to worry. Yuck this is seriously making my sick.
boyfriends suck anus.

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Oh yeah Guess who's going to the A Perfect Circle show this friday? Oh yes that would be me! thank you thank you no applause necessary!