No matter how much i tell myself and others that i'm over it i'm not. It just keeps lingering. I don't have feelings for you anymore, at least not good ones, i actaully rather detest you. That's all that lingers is my feeling of not having anything resolved and then detesting you for leaving it that way. I'm pathetic yes, but i can't help it, and ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHH MY LICENSE CAME!!! :D Now all i need is insurance and i'm set ( Read more... )

My life... is confusing. Do i like a boy? I don't know. I might, i actually might. :\

Fuck you. I was getting better. But then you always say one thing, just one, that makes me feel so horrible i could die. And it's always one thing that resonates in my mind for a while so i get distracted and depressed. You've been this way since i met you, and i really don't like that part about your personality. You don't watch what you say, or ( Read more... )

OH how quickly the teenaged heart heals. :]

♥forRachel!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!


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Haha. Oh god. My life just keeps getting fucking better.

FUCK.

And the best part... it's all my fucking fault.

Despite how much of an ass i feel like being and how i flirt with basically everyone i meet now regardless of their sex and how it makes me feel good and empowered for like a second... i am not happy.

i'm just a big joke. haha.

Goodbye.

I'm being selfish. I'm not really thinking about what's best. What are wasting our time for? I know what i want but time won't make it any more obtainable. And what i learned last night... i'm not hostile or angry it just makes things different. If i didn't think i could do it before i definitely wont be able to do it now. I know there wont be any ( Read more... )