FLORIDA IS MONDAY!! :D

P.S. Hillie, my last post was totally unrelated to Kat. :]

I am so sorry for you. No one deserves what you may be feeling right now, espcially not you. I'm going to hope with all of my heart that there is nothing wrong and that your doctors are mistaken. It's times like these i wished i believed in God so i could pray. I cried, i want you to be ok so bad... more than i've ever wanted anything in my whole ( Read more... )

Valentines Day only makes me feel a lot like throwing up. Such a sickening holiday.

i could call you mine. I want to so bad. You're so smart, and so easy to talk to, and such a spaz like me, and you have the most amazing voice and i love hearing you speak, and you're honest, and just everything i could ever want. I know you wish we could be too. We compliment each other in every way ( Read more... )

I am. :]

It also helps that i'm the only lesbian on the block. :P

How do you not know that when you're having a "conversation" with someone that you're not supposed to contribute to it? I can't fathom what kind of a dimwit doesn't know this. One sided answers are not ok. Claiming that you don't know sometimes people need help keeping conversation going isn't a good excuse, it's that way with everyone, it's common ( Read more... )

I don't really feel that much better. A little. But it was a lot less.... i don't know what i expected.

She doesn't hate me at least.

i thought i had stopped
i thought i had learned not to use this as a release
i thought i had gotten stronger

i haven't

this is my one real call for help. someone please save from myself and don't let me fall all the way. please. i can't do it by myself.

I can't handle it anymore. I can't handle people. I tried... this last year and a half, i really tried. I liked it better when i didn't. I liked it better when i didn't talk to anyone, or really have any friends, or care about anybody but myself. Whatever i do i just end up feeling worse then times before. So, i'm pretty done. No more Kat, no more ( Read more... )

Hahahahaha wow, you need to stop being petty. People can be friends with who ever the fuck they want and you have no say in that. NONE. You're showing your insecure and jealous and petty side and it's really unflattering.

Do you have anything to say to me? I doubt you would. HAHAHAHA oh boy.