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vacation. i need you to be here
college. i need you to be here too.

yo. i'm in, standing tall and balanced. and it's sharp, real sharp, cut through steak and bone with one slice sharp. ohh snap. the eyes darted for a while, then focused in on the kill. pure concentrated bliss. i feel good, real good. AHHing out in crowded hallways and laughing the way to class good. picture it: me, smug [careful though.. not ( Read more... )

it's been a CRAZY week. [and it's only wednesday ( Read more... )

what an off day.. seriously jk was right, today did feel like that oppressed day at hofstra no doubt. and things were going sort of okay.. actually it'd been a really weird week come to think of it. but let's get to now.. [when i'm shook up i tend to ramble to calm down.. i know no one wants to read this sht but.. whatever] okay. so.. for the first ( Read more... )

when i found my mom reading my journal and rejecting my honest thoughts.. the only word i can find to describe it is raped.

where's the anger?

but whatever.. coz things are still good.

today was the first day of senior year, ( Read more... )

livejournal is boring

it hurts, life hurts.. there's always something in my head.. a constant distraction that never stops, and never stays the same. sometimes it's not even my problem, but it becomes my pain. i had to go through things i thought only someone like me would go through, and it hurt. it hurts to see younger people go through the same feeling of ( Read more... )

today was pretty fun, i spent most of the day jamming on my guitar and cleaning all my instruments. since i'm selling a bass and a guitar, i figured i should take one last family picture. so.. voila


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sooo.. i couldn't find my concealer today, and i was freaking out before church. it's weird because i've never been that a big fan of makeup or any of that stuff; for both phyisical and pyschological purposes. but lately i've desperately been unawaringly relying on some sort of cover-up. thoughts of how to be presentable have been clouding my mind ( Read more... )