i don't even know where to start everything has happened so fast. Last nite, they readmitted my mom into the hospital for the whole cancer thing, or was it the other nite? either way i can't recall.. this afternoon a little while after my aunt was on her way home from visiting my mother at mather hospital and work, some drunk driver rammed into the ( Read more... )

I got in a big fight with my aunt yesterday, and today as well, one over a stupid minimal thing, and today just through me over the edge. My aunt told me that i was going to hell with all of my friends because i don't believe in god, which honestly. Is..well. immense crap, and then she basically tried to push her beliefs on me, telling me i'm such ( Read more... )

I went to Jto the izzll's house last nite, aka Jill. I had a blast because Jill, being Jill like and all is very kick ass. It made me realize that i miss having a best friend around. I miss just hanging out. I haven;t hung out with me and just another chick and a had good time like that in a long time. It's like as of lately in such a short period ( Read more... )

Donnie's long term girlfriend broke up with him, and that kind of worries me because knowing something like that, something so perfect so ultimately juts be shattered like that in a matter of moments...just, wow. it not only completely and utterly scares the crap out of me, but makes me realize we (as a unity of people) need to hold on to what we' ( Read more... )

where do you go when there's nowhere?

I'm not quite sure where to start rather than, well, i guess the basic updates ( Read more... )

Well, i haven't really updated this thing in awhile because alot of shit has been going on, and i don't really know where to start...

well

..eh..

i'll do this later..

So my aunt left this morning, in a screaming rage of fit to go back to PA. Taking some of our stuff, the cell phone, and i guess in a sense, my best friend, the one i felt like i was "in the same boat" with my cousin Lia. Sometimes it feels like its so hard to deal with life on your own. I guess all you really have is yourself to count on and trust ( Read more... )