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When there's nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire
not the best thing to be putting in my journal as the first entry in forever, but i'm about to explode with anger and upset - so yeah.
i'll start by mentioning that my father and i have a very complicated relationship. he's a depressed suicidal alcoholic who hasn't held a job for as long as i can remember. he's never paid child support, and has ( Read more... ) -
You said everything changed, you felt as if you'd just woke up
woah, long time no post, eh? i've been busy with a JOB and going to the GYM and stuff like that, having a life. it's not so bad, actually. yeah, it's true. i am working about 16-20 hours a week and going to the gym every day. honestly though i usually miss Sundays, it really is just too nice to sleep in for once, and i'm usually guilty of having ( Read more... ) -
and they splashed into the deep blue sea, it was a wonderful splash
SO today was a pretty good day. this week has been painfully long and stressful and my asthma and anxiety have been skyrocketing... but today has sorta made up for it all. i'm sorta actually learning some of the quantitative stuff, given it was stuff from 4 chapters ago, but at least i'll be able to do SOMETHING on the exam, and i have all weekend ( Read more... ) -
Sorry i'm not home right now, i'm walkin through the spiderwebs
it's been awhile, and i haven't been especially busy, i just haven't really had anything to write about because my thoughts have not been cohesive enough to organize and write / type out. my anxiety was acting up really bad recently because of this whole quantitative situation and just trying to get that taken care of while trying to do the work ( Read more... ) -
The season is calling, your pictures are falling down
so i totally ate that garden burger too fast. belly ache hardcore. oh well, it was tasty.
OH boy Fedex. i never knew delivering a phone could be such an ordeal. the only reason i have it now is because i drove to the headquarters place and picked it up myself... too bad i had to wait there for a good 35 minutes because the truck with my stuff was ( Read more... ) -
don't know when but a day is gonna come...
home for the weekend, but not because i want to be. i have to do some house work and stuff to get rid of some of my car debt that is only growing... and my asthma has been horrible and my mom (a nurse) wants to monitor me for my first few days on all these breathing meds. in addition to my Yaz pill, Allegra D twice a day, Mirapex, and Albuterol ( Read more... ) -
And i keep on forgetting myself
So, today was possibly one of the worst days in awhile. This week it's one thing after another.
Let me start with the fact i just drove Kevin half way home because he's flying to Texas tomorrow for his best friend's graduation from Air Force basic training. he'll be gone til Monday and this is saddening. The driving him would have been no problem ( Read more... ) -
There's a little bit of something me in everything in you
So the past couple days have been sorta chaotic, but that is no different than normal i guess, just a little more amplified. My beloved Titanium Voyager LG phone is busted, because i am a clutz and put it through hell... but Verizon is replacing it for $50 which is not bad at all... i just have to use my shitty old chocolate for a week or so. IT' ( Read more... ) -
Now, stand back for your own safety!
SO, i listened to my impulses and pre-ordered Brand New's new album. it's to be released in one week, the 22, and i am SO FREAKING EXCITED. I ordered the whole fancy package thingy with a shirt, stickers and patches and the cd. i couldn't afford to get super shipping though, so i prolly won't have it for closer to 2 weeks. OH well. at least it's ( Read more... ) -
I remember every bridge i ever jumped off blindly
so i reset my last.fm and such.
Massage appointment tonight, horrah!
My lovely room mate is sleeping like a baby, it's so cute. i am so so thankful to have a great room mate this year. i mean i know we picked each other, but still - it's going really well. we haven't had any conflict. (knock on wood, lol). i wish i could say the same for ( Read more... )