I finally figured out my password to get into my livejournal. Looking back so much has changed. I never imagined so much could be different. I was so dumb nieve and annoying to deal with, i wish i could of smacked myself into reality. I guess i should of believed what everyone told me about holland. It took me 7 years and someone to finally call ( Read more... )

I'm falling for him all over again.
I hope he actually feels the same.

I couldnt ask for anything more

reading all my old entries made me realize that no one can ever compare to you. i love you so much, you are my everything. id do anything to get you back.

how do i always manage to get myself in these positions

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I want to party like a rockstar
I want my long hair back
I want to eat better
I want to get up every morning and exercise like i tell myself i will do
I want to have time to skate again

I need to be 19

i missed not having someone to talk to.
and more good news a new apt soon.

so i havent been doing much but sleep work and school. this weekend i finally got it off, so me and tony went to canada. we had alot of fun and blew through aot of what we were told was fake canadian money. but the marroit took it so it must of been real. it was fun though. our next mini vacation is new york city for christmas time ( Read more... )

we're moved in, well kinda. we still have a lot of unpacking to do. but i like it. its nice having your own place to come home to every night.

we found an apartment
we move in monday
I love him!!