My parents are miserable and they take all of their problems out on me and my sister. The worst part is that they also dont want to change anything. They think they cant change their life around, when the truth is, you can always change your life for the better. ALWAYS. They dont even consider change, which baffles me because your misery in that ( Read more... )

I have way too many choices to make and I cant handle it. Im really contemplating how I should live my life - what things I should be doing to make me the happiest person I can be. What mindset I should have. My "mindset" is controlled by my emotions, which change daily. My outlook changes daily. I am always a confused person, thats nothing new, ( Read more... )

I went to a lecture on the MCATS today at NIH to get some more information on med school and what the requirements are and what the application process is like. It was three hours of information on how I am unfit in every possible way to be a doctor and to go through med-school. They are looking for one kind of personality, which is the opposite of ( Read more... )

I have been going out a lot lately. Summer is amazing. Not only that but I get to see my old friends like Fran and Leah and Marian. They will all be visiting in June and I miss them a lot. Last night I went to some stupid bar in Bethesda but I ended up having a good time because we met some spoiled rich kid who invited us to his mansion house with ( Read more... )

Last night we got SO hooked up it was amazing. We went to Brickskeller in DC where they have all kinds of beers - they always have at least 500 beers or something like that. In fact it may be like 900. I dont know, either way, they have a lot. And a friend of ours knew the manager. We must have ordered probably about 50 beers and a couple of people ( Read more... )

Now that I have all the time in the world, I can finally update again. School is done for the semester. I was so busy ever since January that I didnt know what to do with myself when all of a sudden I have free time to spend. I was pretty happy to leave Towson Run because living with seven people for 2 years will make anyone happy to go, ( Read more... )

This weekend was eventful for me. I neglected my work most of the time and now I want to block that fact out of my mind so that I dont get a nervous breakdown. But anyway, Friday we ended up having a party at our place. We only expected to have a few people over for Katies b-day but a lot of people ended up coming and I drank a good amount of ( Read more... )

Fuck pre med, Im going back to art ( Read more... )

Sunday made up for the weekend because Katie and Matt had a little Foreman Grill BBQ and all we did was sit in the sun and eat, it was so excellent. Fuck hw when you can enjoy a summer-like day with all of your friends. We even went to Rita's, and played Scene-it and watched the UMD game. A perfect spring Sunday! Oh, and I cut Lee's hair and he now ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think its important to try and be healthy and not go over the top with drinking, or smoking or anything that increases your chances of this and that x3. But what happens if I am healthy for the rest of my life? I will be like my grandmother who lived until she was 94, got Alzheimers disease and had to have someone wipe her ass the last ( Read more... )