How come when you have something you never want it but the second its gone you feel like you can't go on without it? When that thing is now someone elses posession you want to just scream. I knbow that all this is just what i deserve. Things just cant wait around for you forever, they cant just sit back and not live their lives while you go out and ( Read more... )

I just got home from Torrington CT. I was down there doing an opening. I must say that i had a lot of fun... I met my two new favorite lesbians ever. Ones name is Hayda she is so fucking cool and she gave me alot of insight on how lesbians think. Not that i really wanted to know but hey useless information on my part. I also met D. she is a fucking ( Read more... )

So here i am trying to get out of marks car and he wont let me.. The night started off as me balling because i cant find my shirt for my opening, remind you that i am drunk as hell. Then i decide that i want to go to mark's but half way here i change my mind so i get out of the car while hes driving... never heard him yell till tonight.. i finally ( Read more... )

Tonight was crazy... at work i mean and thats why we are having a "quiet" night at home! by quiet i mean im screamin at cait from my room to come and look at something i found online. Shes screaming back at me cuz shes on the phone w/ joe (who im sure is busting out some hott ADD nonsence, and that is why we love him like crazy) mari is busting out ( Read more... )

Its been a fabulous week... Im just kidding. Its been a very hard week. I had some opening stuff this week and that went ok its just alot of specs and policies and that kinda stuff that right now i can get by without knowing but the more i get into management i need to start knowing. I need to know the menu, specs, policies, rules everything like ( Read more... )

so my apartment is now a sorerity house but i guess it will be okay. Mari moved in a few weeks ago and Cait will be on here way. I know what you are thinking but its not the end of the world.. Forgive and forget i suppose. Plus i will now have money to get my car and in a few years get a condo or maybe a house or if i play my cards right take off ( Read more... )

If i had a dollar for everytime i said "i really like this kid alot" id have a whole bunch of dollars! I have a date in boston on saturday night. im excited but kind of nervous considering he is picking me up on his bike. Ill let you all know how this one turns out ( Read more... )

I have a big crush on my neighbor Bobby. I have hung out with him a few times and it is amazing.. All i get is "fucking bitch" i love it! He is so my type. The only problem is that he is kinda friends with Mark but he doesn't care so its all good. Kelly and Andy leave tommorrow so we all went over there tonight for one last drink in the King's MASS ( Read more... )

So i want to kill my mom sometimes. She wants me to insure the car and its going to cost me like $2000 , where does she expect me to come up with that kind of money. I am already working every possible shift on the planet this week... Its okay though work is good for you! Im going to just have to not go out anymore and eat cerial for every meal.. ( Read more... )

I am lonely and its not because i can't get anyone to come hangout with me or take me out (im not pulling the feel bad for me card) its just i havent felt that connection is forever (i think that left w/ mike). I know mark loves me and i love him just not in the "i do, rest of your life, sleep in the same bed" sort of way more of the "i wish you ( Read more... )