i think i'll update this again when my life stops sucking & i actually have something to say.

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sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart ( Read more... )

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i don't feel good at all. i haven't for quite some time. it's not even psychical, just mentally...i don't feel good at all.

for dinner i had three pounds of french fries and a red bull.

so much for my diet.

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my mother keeps harassing me about getting a tan. i just really don't want to go tanning, i'd like to stay wrinkle and cancer free for as long as possible, please.


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so, i got my blood test back. apparently i had mono for several months, but now it's gone. i suppose that explains the sore throat, sleepiness and vomiting...

but. yeah. at least it's gone.

so...i might have mono. that's fun.

i had to get a blood test today. i started crying when the lady stuck the needle in my arm. i freaking hate needles. i felt so stupid, i kept apologizing, but she was really sweet about it.

i jerked, too, when she stuck it in - now i have a giant bruise on my arm. yum.