Man im loving this lj more and more. No one KNOWS ME! I can comfortably say what I want, an not feel retarded. Man ok ya im feeling odd. Mabye it was just today but i feel unwanted. By everyone eventhou i know its not true. I feel like such a fucking loser man. Rite now i realy do. I truly fucking DO! man, mabye i should die. X-mas is coming up i ( Read more... )

Weekend went pretty crunk. I need to get a cameria so I can whore it up. Fuck yes. Ive figured somthing new out. Beer and me dont mix. This make number 6. Everytime i drink beer I yack. I down vodka half a handle. But beer doesnt work. shitty. Oh well Im on to more important things anyway. Plus im trying to sneak out tonite. YA BITCH im gonna try 2 ( Read more... )

The weekend didnt go as planned at all but whats new. Fuckin im insane whats wrong with me. Im so retarded, lets bang your head on sharp things because its better. Mad unhappyness. There are only a few juggalos at school. An if there down with the clown and shit like that there quite about it. Bitches! I fucking hate my new school. But theres a ( Read more... )

Work was calm for the most part today. Came home from school an walked ya that was fun. I wanted to cheef but that didnt go through.Tomorrow is Stephs B-day! Ya i bought he balloons, Hopfully if we have a place to go we can party an get pretty trashed. I wanna ride with Marc tomorrow morning but its just not gonna work out. Im looking for more ( Read more... )

Ya. I was gonna start my project for Spanish. Mrs. Massenet is so fucking hard. But I decided to creat a new Journal. I just wanna die. Life can be a bitch. I dont even know myself an it seems everything I do goes haywaire. Im tired of trying my hardest just let me go. I like ICP there realy funny. Ya, gonna get my friend travis a hoodie for his ( Read more... )