there isnt very much to report in a cohesive way. its very very hot. moving around is really exhausting. today i cleaned the deck up for my mom in the heat. i also need to weed the garden in the heat. what luck. um lets see what else, i want to find a good new book to read. i havent really read that much of anything since i finished the dark ( Read more... )

today i drank a lot of water which was good for me. i also drank some watermelon pomegranate juice which was tasty for me. today im going to try to get some things done. im going to take joshua to the store so he can get some food thats good for him and maybe some teas and supplements so he can start to try to take care of himself a bit. today ( Read more... )

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leaving for kansas city today , gone maybe 2 weeks.

hello its flag day. im going to kansas city soon, im not sure when but pretty much as soon as possible to see joshs sister. she is in a lot of pain and we need to go see her asap in case it is the time when it will be too late to do that soon. this is hard to deal with. she is on 3 fentanyl patches but still in pain wtf asdlieurhlej. the only ( Read more... )

for the time being the most i can do is state that i am still alive and still present, though not so much on the interweird as i used to be. thats alright. i will make a more up to date update later on but for right now i am going to go to calla bryn sturgis because the wolves are coming. i love you all very very much. i say thankee.

p.s.

everyone is piecing it together and thats just grand

i love you

here i am at the tail end of a love affair that never ends the inches turned to miles and i took every one for free.

i have a habit of taking lovers from the shadowy parts of technology but thats just me.

since i have detoxed i have felt pretty crappy a lot of the time. i am tired a lot and i cant sleep. people around me irritate me. i feel pointless and purposeless and i feel like i have no idea how to figure out what to do next. my attention span is basically nonexistant at this point and i find most things extremely boring and i cant ( Read more... )

up.

HELLO I AM GONNA RIDE A BIKE