tonight it one of those night where your mind keeps running and thinking about things that just bring you down.

I miss him.
I miss another him.. a lot.
I'm lonely and don't know who to call.
Let's hope school keeps me busy.

I just signed up for two workout classes ( Read more... )

so its been almost a week since ive been in utah and i have to admit that its not too bad!! Today was the first day of classes and it went well except that my spanish class is ridicuously hard... tons of work but i am determined to do well ( Read more... )

so im in utah ( Read more... )

Im copying Craig and making going away CDs.

I need suggestions on music.. I want to make one happy (pick me up) type of CD then a slow/sad one. Any and all ideas are appreciated :)

ps. only 5 more days then I'm gone.

im frusterated and don't know what to think.

                         a week and two days.

i haven't even started packing. Sure, everything is in one place and just needs to be moved into storage containers but i can't even bring myself to do that! Im going to do everything physcially possible that  i can this last week... I want to enjoy every moment I have.

I really wish he would talk ( Read more... )

It's 8:15 in the morning and I am:

sitting at starbucks

on my laptop

wearing my glasses

drinking coffee

while doing homework.

If this doesn't make me look like an amazing college student, I dont know what will!!

"Im freaking out about leaving... i've got 4 weeks then im gone."

"Tara, you'll do great. Just relate yourself to a person on tv...someone like Joey or the Gilmore Girls. They're doing fine."

haha my boyfriend is amazing. :)

i just wrote a really long post and deleted it. Goes to show that i have no idea what is going on.

i want to be ok with everything and its easier said than done.

im frusterated, tired, stressed, overworked and petrified. Not a good combination.

oh yeah, im also on the verge of tears. It's been a rough few weeks.