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For months you've been away, You're here a couple of days, And I've got all of the time in the world, To do with what we please, If it were up to me, We'd have all of the time in the world Just stay right where i can see you ( Read more... )

once again....

i dont understand.

"The hint of these new tears are sharp.
I try to choke them back
but it's useless,
I'm useless against them.
They're beating me with ease."

i fell. hard and fast.

for some reason it's terrifying but i know i've never been happier.

I am blaming school for my latest mood swings. It was a strange feeling walking into a class room that wasn't located in the brick halls of mountain pointe. I walked into a room full of strangers who didnt know me and most don't want to get to know me. I thought i was handling the whole high school to college transition wonderfully, but it all came ( Read more... )

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one stupid little sentence ruined my day. I thought i had closed that whole chapter in my life then i hear something and all the buried feelings come out again.

I've just got keep busy and not allow myself anytime to think about it.

Time is flying by.

I start my job tomorrow!! my schedule is working from 9am-4pm monday through friday. Once summer school starts it'll be school from 7am-9am then work from 10am-4pm. insane.

I've been thinking a lot (whats new.) and i really question if caring for someone is worth the hurt of saying goodbye. In my case, I dont want to say ( Read more... )