My stomach is cramping, my eyes are watery and my cheeks hurt from smiling. I laughed way too hard tonight.

I desperately need this. It was exactly what the doctor ordered.

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

I'm quiet, you know
You make ( Read more... )

How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean’s shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head
If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If I could see you
This darkness would turn to light
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall

And I will get lost into your eyes
And ( Read more... )

I think im subconciously sick to my stomach about college. I'm not sleeping well, i'm not hungry and i dont laugh as much ( Read more... )

i still dont understand and thats the hardest part.

it happened 7 months ago. I should be fine

i just miss him.

I'm not allowing reality to set in until...
                                                                                         August 23rd.
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Today was one of those days that you just want to break down and cry.

Graduating was so fun and terrifying at the same time. I cried, but its ok. I got it all out and ended up having a blast at grad night.

On another note: I dont want to tell him im leaving.... i know how he'll act. He'll be sweet, say he's proud of me and that it will all be worth ( Read more... )

michael buble could quite possibly be the sexiest sounding man alive.

                                                  Today was nice.

did the normal sunday routine of church then a long nice nap. :]

I went to the baccalaureate and i have to admit that it was kinda sad. I got a lil teary eyed just thinking about everyone going their separate ways.

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                                                                                     2 months today.

He surprised me with:

• a whole case of Diet coke with lime (my favorite drink!)
• flowers 
•  the sweetest card.
• aaaannnndddd he watched the O.C. with me

Is it bad that im falling for him and scared to death about it?