all i do is work.
im lonely.
i miss comfort and feeling safe.
i have no friends.
and you would think i have money with 2 jobs-
but i work to support habits of shopping and smoking.

yea... lifes great.

pss... i never get to wear the clothes i buy bc im always working.

i never believed in true love until someone proved it to me.

everytime you kiss me i forget about everything thats happened between us and just let us be "us" again for that moment.

why do i loose myself everytime im with you. i let you say things and do things that make me think stuff may get better between us. then it blows up in my face. i just want us to be ok again..

told you that i would save you - and you didnt want my help
now i have no one to help to take my mind off my own problems
and no one to help me with ( Read more... )

shes not good enough for him
he deserves so much better
someone that actually cares about him

no one can understand how i feel at this moment in time ( Read more... )

i hate her ( Read more... )

i miss him
so much.

well its official

im single

and i hate it

it just so hard when i love him so much
i miss him, and its only been a day.

i cant eat
i cant feel anything
i cant smile
i can barely sleep
i go to bed crying
and then wake up crying
i dont feel comfortable in my body
i dont feel safe