it's 3:30 in the morning

there is a dog

it hasn't stopped howling........

i may  will in fact murder this dog.

i know, it sounds horrible

but, jesus christ, if you own a fucking dog, and you live in a fucking apartment building, have the fucking decency to NOT leave it home alone or don't even get a fucking dog in the fucking first place

THIS is why i  ( Read more... )

 i want this so bad. then at least it will give me something to do and i can stop thinking....stop wondering....at least for a little while.

i want something else to focus on. something else to consume me. something else to distract me.

something else. anything else.

the cold weather always does this to me.

 everything was supposed to fall into place...

pull back the shield between us ( Read more... )

the past four weeks changed my life

i couldn't be happier right now

i think i need to move to australia...like right now

its different...and its getting easier....and i am starting to let go of the past ( Read more... )

ok so basically this is what my weekend is going to consist of....starting tomorrow (thursday ( Read more... )

so tomorrow me and three girls from work are playing hooky and going to wonderland instead ( Read more... )

 i did it...

it definetely wasn't the same, actually kind of sucked, i thought of you the whole time

but i don't feel guilty

i needed to know that to prove that i am still not ready.

i am still not ready.

it's there, it's all right there for me....why can't i see it ( Read more... )