i am in europe, and it is fantastic...even though i have only been here three days it feels like i have been here for months. everyone is so friendly and so welcoming and it just feels so homey ( Read more... )

 i am going to stick this one out.

i have to.

i need to get rid of old habits.

there is no point of running when nothing changes.

it seems i only write in here when things are going bad...does anyone even read this anymore ( Read more... )

 change always hits me when i least expect it.

there are reasons i got rid of facebook...what i don't see / know won't hurt me

 everything is going pretty fab right now. work is good...i am loving my new place....and i am feeling less and less lonely as the days go on. but i can't help thinking about you, craving you. when things are going really good i always feel the need to involve you so you can be part of it all. though it always seems to be in the negative way. i can ( Read more... )

 i deactivated facebook. that thing was taking over my life and causing me more stress than pleasure. i will come back when i am ready...eventually. probably not for a while.

moving soon, in one week.....i am pretty stoked.

yup

 everyone around me is in one of "those" relationsips. the kind that are just there for convenience if anything. the kind that have seemed to drag on forever and both parties eventually get bored and the love, the spark seems to disappear.  all those relationsips are crumbling around me and i start to wonder how two people who were so much in love ( Read more... )

 sometimes it hits me and i wonder:

what the hell am i getting myself into...again.

 i suppose we will see...

it seems like a fantastic idea.

all i can do at this point is wait and see.

*fingers crossed*

 intuitions like this are always right

i gotta stop while i'm ahead....well i should have stopped before i started....but let's just pretend that never happened!

its done, it has to be, or i will end up getting really hurt.

not that i'm not already, but i can't complain about that because, let's face it, i took this upon myself.

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