What's wrong with me is that what I want is wrong. What I want is unreasonable, and testing what I had against an ideal that was unfair was wrong ( Read more... )

There is no good in my world today. I want to cry but I turned myself off.

No matter how much I tried to get away from home, I guess it really is the only thing I'll always have left at the end of it all.

I don't want to be here. I can't change the fact that I am.

...All I ever wanted is someone who would love me forever....

So, I guess I am cold. Everyone always says it, and as much as I would like to hope it weren't true, it is. Because if it weren't, I would care when people said it. People tell me. They're like, "Leah, you're cold." And in my mind, I'm like, "wow, that sucks." But in my heart I'm like "Wow, oh well." Sometimes I can't believe that's really the way ( Read more... )

My world fell apart. Completely and utterly apart.

I am both sad and ecstatic that you are happy.

The best way to explain is as follows:

I am glad that you are happy. I want only the best for you.

I'm sad that it wasn't me that made you feel that way.

You Are a Martini
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Haha! I killed hope today. And I suppose I am a bit of a bitch for doing so. But fuck you world!! I am chased out of my city by your incessant hurricAne! I will not have It! Anyway, you are making it rain here, with thunder and stuff, and it is because I shout at you and shake my fist in meaningless fury ( Read more... )

I am SOOOO totally ready to leave, and head for New Orleans again. Hell yes I am. I have a grand total of like six more days at Coldstone, which is good cause I'm getting frickin sick of fuckin ice cream all day every day. Full time there, yeah, never again. Anyway, Jaime gets here in 13 days, not even two weeks anymore (wow, aren't you amazed at ( Read more... )

Ahh.. New Orleans, how I miss thee ( Read more... )

Part Expert Kisser


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