Jumping in wasn't a mistake...

But it's definitely not turning into what I thought it would.

In a good way.

Beauty is how it all falls together ( Read more... )

I have no dreams to hold onto. I mean.. where exactly does that put me?

I'll tell you where. Well, no I won't because I don't know. But right now, I'm just waiting to graduate.

And:
Apparently it's obvious when I look. Oops. I think.

I felt like a pirate yesterday. It made me really happy.

I think I'm a bad person. Or at least, I recognize that I couldn't be the bigger person. The question I can't answer above all the others is wether or not my decision does make me a smaller person, or if it's the just and logical conclusion. I dunno.
It makes it even worse that I got what I wanted. I've never been good at wanting the right things.

Like Jonny Dep in Blow.

Oh, infatuation.. you dear old friend of mine ( Read more... )

So it might have been cocaine? I mean, is that something you fail to mention to people?

Either way, at least my toothbrush is safe...for now.

My friend is crazy and I don't know how to deal with that. Survival dreams don't ever come up for situations like this.

So yeah.. I mean.. Gross. Not a whole lot beats some kid bleeding on your face cause he's so drunk his blood doesn't clot. And then he has the audacity to use your toothbrush? What the fuck?

Thoroughly discusted... Which is kind of hard to accomplish.

So I definitely got insulted by your coworkers today, and insulted by you. Am I really that kind of person?

Yes.. "n Stuff" is my newest junk phrase.

The most important thing in my life after school and this city isn't with me. Sadness..n stuff. really. I miss you.

It doesn't matter.

No matter how many times you say something, it doesn't make it any more likely to be.

<*fingerprint*>
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