Because somedays are just like that where i wake up like that and walk around like that and take my time like that and don't worry like that.  i love those days where everything is just his/her/itself and nothing more.  Days when i don't have to worry, not that i ever needed to anyway.  just a hug and word and it's ok, or no hug and silence and it' ( Read more... )

This is it, i'm signing off for forty days because after two years or more, i'm going to start "A Call to Die" that makes me feel pitiful, but i'm glad i'm finally ready. my focus isn't the same as it was this summer. i don't like the school year mary quince, she has to change ( Read more... )

I don't feel like posting although i have so much to say,  i doubt the person that i most want to care would even care anyway though.

so why do i let it get me down, just because i was made that way i suppose

plus i have much bigger things to worry about, and here i sit with my center on the self

so here we go, on with the life i suppose that ( Read more... )

Ok, so the game was not so hot.  We'll win next time i'm sure though.

There is that person you'd love to love.  You know...but it's just different or unattainable, and it may possibly stay that way forever.

I'm all caught up on that hope stuff again.  it's better than being sad i guess. 

you're right, i'm not giving seventeen a fair chance, it's really gonna be great.

next weekend is Art in the Park weekend.  i'll be selling water and you sould come buy it from me, i keep none of it though, the proceeds go to a club and they might give it to blind people, i know some of it goes to the Alabama School for the Blind

Senior pictures ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my birthday and the first football game.  my family celebrated it yesterday if celebrating is what you would really call it.  i guess running out of the room crying with my candles still lit isn't exactly what it's all about, but my own mother didn't care and we were celebrating the day SHE gave birth too me.  i've said too much, please ( Read more... )

I overanalyze everything.

So, if you type a subtle message I might get it, but then that would be the one thing I didn't analyze.  chances are that i'm just finding random stuff to think.  my hopes carry me there, that's the problem cause in my little world all of my dreams come true.

and i won't give up

thank you for listening, you don't ( Read more... )

I just did a very high school thing to do, I went to a birthday party and jumped in a pool...with all of my clothes on, then came home and hung them up to dry simply because they look cooler hanging up in my bathroom than in a basket in the laundry room.

man, did that moon light up a sky or what?    Mars is supposed to be really visible on the 27th ( Read more... )

school is pretty rad.  i do very little all day.  i love english (especially my teacher)  i'm one of those rare people who love english teachers but then who doesn't love mrs. kesner and most definitely Mama E.

but yea some stuff just brightens up your day, but not getting retainers

my day was quite sunny though.

love to everyone!  cause that's ( Read more... )

this new school year has so much to bring.  sadly, my summer of enlightenment comes to an end but not to fear.  I'll have a really cool school year too.  (i'll get back to you on its title)

have you ever thought about God's plans for you?  just sat down and thought about how He cares enough about little old you to map out an ever so intricate ( Read more... )