Ive come to the conclusion that im nothing more then a transitional person. People come to me after they've gotten in a fight with there friends and dont want to be with them anymore or after they've been rejected by some bitch ( not using names) and then they stick around i begin to get rather found of them they tell me that im not a transitional ( Read more... )

Today i woke up and read this book called night it was actually pretty good and very unchallenging.. anyway school starts in what 6 days and luckly my new SEXY pants will arrive tomorrow ehehe and im ordering more today. Also keith departed today i do believe it will be odd not seeing him till next year... but i dont know things really didnt turn ( Read more... )

when i got home today from shopping i got to thinking about religion i dont know how the topic came into my head but it did and irealized that all these years ive been going to church without actually believing in god. Now this may seem odd, i mean waking up every sunday at 7 30 and getting dressed only to drive 5 minutes then sit in a church for ( Read more... )

In about a half n hour im going to call aubrey and see if she would like to go shopping with me today. Ive realized that ive been spending so much money on worthless bullshit and not enough on clothes and what not so today im going to buy clothes hopefully that is if aubrey can go. Also im trying to get on this whole eating healthing kick and what ( Read more... )

well today keith left well he didnt leave it was just the last time ill see him till probably next year which is far more then dissapointing but eh what can i do? also i saw king athur which actually was rather boring but that knightly girl is insanely attractive. well im going to go to sleep and hopefully am going shopping tomorrow with aubrey... ( Read more... )

lol i realize everytime something bad happens i write it in my live journal so no one ever gets to hear about the happy things. well a couple of days ago i applied to work at zoomies mainly just because i need a job not that i actually want to work there, and also im applying at express cuisine to be a busser.. which is better i think. lol. oye and ( Read more... )

I think Im almost glad thats summers over.. kinda give me an excuse not to fuck up right now. Even though i wish i could just do that? if that makes sense at all.. i dont know... i feel weird things a weird.

Why is it that all of a sudden i feel like I'm to old for me friends? that it seems the only thing that the majority of them talk about is boys and pot and drinking i think ill kill myself before i hear, OH MAN i was so drunk last night I blah blah or, Did you see that guy? Ive come to the conclusion that none of them have jobs or anything really ( Read more... )

ey yeah contimplating the fact that the summers almost completly gone so i thought id write this to reflect. I did alot of hanging out and working and being not so great of a kid yes i dont know i dont feel like writing in this..

I wish everyone wasnt so angry with my espically jimmy i feel worse then bad and he has a right to be angry..... so im sorry and im sorry to my mum as well I dont know what got in to me never again will i do something that stupid