so because only like ron reads this i figure i might just update haha. Here is what has been going on in the life of Jessica ( Read more... )

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i got a memorial tattoo yesterday, it took 2 hours. thats alot of sitting, and im gunna have to go back once it heals to get it touched up. some ink came off last night cuz my shirt got stuck to it and when i tried to get it off some of the ink came off...but i guess its not that bad, touch ups shouldnt take too long..thats it. bye

So we got my brothers ashes today. I walked into the house after talking to stacy for a bit and my mom goes, "so we got your brother back today, well not back, we got his ashes, they're up there". It was one of the most akward situations i have ever been in. i looked at the urn and i was like uh...fuck.. seriously, what do you say in that situation ( Read more... )

See all those people on the ground ( Read more... )

My summer class starts tomarrow. It is pretty exciting..ha ok not really, but it gives me something to do. I'm also going to try and sell back all my books that are just taking up space. I don't have to work tomarrow and I am pretty happy about that ( Read more... )

I'm just bored, so i figured i would update my journal. It's mothers day, that is pretty awesome, i guess. my mom seems to being doing alright today so thats good. I guess i really dont have much to write about, i dont wanna go to work..nope i really dont, theres nothing to do there yet..oh well.

soo today someone called right before i was leaving to take a final, and it was someone from my brothers job asking for him and asking if he was going to be at work, and i was like wtf, how do u not know yet? i was like hes not home, he never will be home and he will never be at work again, and she didnt get it, and i just couldnt tell her, i was ( Read more... )

sooo word is, my brother has yet to be found, he is now on the missing persons list. I have decided that I am going to get a memorial tattoo, i wanna get it by the same guy my brother got his done, and i wanted to do it on august 11th because thats the day my brother got his last tattoo..but idk if i want to wait that long..i wanna get it done ( Read more... )

They still haven't found my brother. I can't believe he's gone forever. I feel like shit, and I'm really tired. I just wish my brother was here..