The sun disappeared right before my eyes ( Read more... )

                                                  she needs a getaway
                                           a reason to drive far from here
                                             she's memorized the roads
                             and all the people she'd ( Read more... )

*sighs*

My brother is getting married Sunday.
I have to go and see two people make a vow to be together forever.
Perfectly content with each other.
Not wanting anyone else.

While I'm the complete opposite.
In a complete mess.
Wanting the one I CAN'T have.

I'll be lovely.

My head hurts.
My stomach is in knots.

It's taking all I have to hold my food down.

Good night.

Okay so SERIOUSLY  I have my phones itunes on random shuffle......since the first song, and it's on it's 5th...it's been songs that have to do with her.  WTF..did someone steal my phone and make a fucking ______ playlist??

Bullshit.

Don't mind me
you know me inside out
that's the way that you left me
and you won't find me
begging for a chance
to ( Read more... )

I'm not going to call you because I know you won't answer...and even if you do...I will have forgotten everything that I want to say ( Read more... )

My heart is long past beating.

I've run out complicated theories
so now I'm taking back my words
I'm preparing for the breakdown
Your t-shirt lost its smell of you
and the bathroom's still a mess
Remind me why we decided this was for the best...

Because I miss you love

I know the distance is a factor
but I stretch as often as I can
I ( Read more... )

It happened.

Everything is gray.
I feel like just sitting here forever.

Why does this always happen to me?

That makes number 3.
Cheated on 3 times...is that a record?

Before this there was only one other person I felt this way about.
Ashley..and we all know how I felt about her...

I love this girl.
So much, it makes me sick.

Shoot me.

can this only be a dream ( Read more... )

I'm the one she loves.
This much I know.

What I don't know is..
how much longer until
she's tired of this all?

Which boy will it be to come
along and steal her away from me.
I feel like it is inevitable.

It would be so much easier
for her with a boy.

I will probably die inside
if this should really happen.

shortly after.. and so the lion fell in love with the lamb..