well, I'm getting ready to go on a road trip to new mexico this morning. Actually, let my rephrase that-- I'm going on a road trip in 3 hours and I have insomnia worse than ever. I'm so anxious about this trip... and crei's not doing anything to help. It started out last night when around 8 HE got really anxious... it's a long drive, we're taking ( Read more... )

I love my mom. She's neurotic and crazy and a control freak and the most amazing woman in the world. My mom is a superhero. She posseses superhuman strength, she has an invisability cloak which allows her to support me even when we're not together, and she's a magician because has a heart that is bigger than her entire body but she manages to fit ( Read more... )

my score, for max specifically :) And you're right... it is spookily parallel to me. creepy ( Read more... )

I'm totally alive ( Read more... )

I'm single. Because I'm incapable of letting anyone love me. I dumped crei today. I'm a fucking retard.

I like being alive.

Im still here, still living in this dreamlike state where I know all these people, where I speak in only broken spanish, where I dream in colors and foreign tongues ( Read more... )

Im in Guanajuato, Mexico. I have never felt so alive. I take that back-- I felt this alive last summer when I spent 2 months here. But really, if you want to truely appreciate the sun on your back and colors and humans with genuine souls... come here. I was walking down the street today when I was bombarded with hugs from people I never thought in ( Read more... )

I dont know why rich people find it necessary to be so mean to people working to please them. "What are the planets doing for us to be getting all this shafting?!" -- thomas ( Read more... )

So people around me need to stop getting pregnant and having babies. It makes me feel like I should be growing up and having real relationships and having babies and shit. And then I remember-- YOU'RE ONLY 21 ( Read more... )