I'm really starting to doubt so many things. Nothing is real and I can't stand all of these changes I'm going through. I finally talked to Alex Baluna. It's been so long since we last had a conversation or talked for that matter. But with everything else aside, this will probably be my last entry. I'm tired of this, even though I hardly ever ( Read more... )

I yern for something more tangible. I don't think I will ever get out of this alive. I miss so many things that it seems unreal to even wake up in the morning. I hate this feeling, I truly do ( Read more... )

I sat there and read this book that I don't know the name or author of because the pages that once contained that information were smudged from water and time over the years. The phone rang and jerked me away from the fifth paragraph of the ninth chapter...my favorite part. I walked slowly to the phone with irritation and scanned the caller I.D. to ( Read more... )

The Against Me! show was great. I had the time of my life, need I say more ( Read more... )

Alright so I am officially apart of a band now. We don't have a name yet but we will be playing a Halloween show on All Hallow's Eve with (I was told) The Fawk Yahs. I will warn some that we are a ska band so don't be hating. Honestly, give us a chance before you judge. It is going to be fun though...I hope ( Read more... )

rilo kiley is a wonderful band. and the girl's name is jenny too. I really feel connected to her now. no nevermind. i only wish. today today oh what a day. alex and meghan are still going to graduate early and i'm going to be left all alone. but like i've told alex time and time again, i will still support her and what not. and i will even show up ( Read more... )

Wow. It's been a long time siced i've posted something. I guess I'm trying to get back into the swing of things (still). I miss homemade lunches. I wish my mom would pack my lunch again and put those sweet little messages saying something like, "Hello my Ju-Ju Bean (yes, my mom calls me Ju-Ju Bean, and has even before I could make any sense as to ( Read more... )

The movie didn't exactly change my life but it did open my eyes to a new world and changed my emotions and perception on a few subjects ( Read more... )

School has finally started. And now I wish it was over. At least driver's ed anyway. But hey, I passed my driving test so guess who get to drive now?? Me! Watch out world, I'm on the loose and I have a drivers permit too ( Read more... )

I really love this time of year. It's the time where the world is in a state of changing. It hasn't started yet but is almost about to take the plunge into a different atmosphere. An atmosphere where when you breathe in you can feel the life around you falling into a deep sleep. It's exciting and sad at the same time ( Read more... )