im incredibly stressed ( Read more... )

too many emotions right now. i was up until 3 in the morning last night talking to tia about how differant our lives would be if our parents had stayed together. it really hurts to think that my life could have been completly differant if i had made some differant choices. i mean now i couldn't even consider leaving.. i'd go absolutly insane ( Read more... )

what do you know ;

dreams do come true

june 23.. <3

natalie you better be having maddd fun in new york right now. because i miss you.

well.lets jusy say i'm in love with him.

went to busch with candace yesterday, i was pretty fun i guess. rode all the fun stuff with in the first 5 hours of being there so we just got on the train and rode it around like park for a halfhour trying to figure out what to do. decided to get cotton candy and we sat on a bench and attempted to eat it all (never happened) and we were talking ( Read more... )

haven't updated this is in like.5 months. pretty pathetic if i say so myself. today was gay. donny is pissing me off. jessica is just ighjdf. i'm still head over elbows for that stupid boyy (yeah everyone knows who i'm talking about so theres no point in saying his name) but uhm.. yeah. hes everything i could ever want. and hes got no clue! just ( Read more... )

tonight was funn. we went to ryan's with the chours for some turkey dinner thing.. it was kinda nasty actually, i ate a salad and dessert!! candace and heather were obsessing that the fish still had a tail, what dorks. anyway we acted stupid, downed a few sugar packets and rasied some hell.. well not really, actually mark just chased us around with ( Read more... )

got ready and picked up candace and went bowling =D. neither of us had been bowling in at least 5 years so we decided to be cool kids and get bumpers. well i got a steerike.. once. and my mom whooped my butt. candace almost beat my mom, i was soooo proud. then we went to jillians and played games. that was fun, we learned that tick tac toe is ( Read more... )

uneventful day until lunch. nik, wyatt, candace, and jessica all made alex ask me out which i hate because then its like, they only ask you because they were forced to. but anyway he asked me out on the way back from lunch and then i left to go get ready for the pep rally and met christy down at the press box to get ready. and we practiced a few ( Read more... )

got up at 6:30, threw my hair up in a ponytail, got dressed, and put some eyeliner on. then went to go pick candace up. we picked her up and then got some hot chocolate at 7/11. got to school and we were like-the only ones wearing skirts and there weren't any seats around our group so we just kinda stood there and then all of a sudden a seat was ( Read more... )