well here i am again im scared cant really mention why... and you lied it was really weird because I really thought it was gunna be diffrent this time becuase of all that happened before and what you said to me i thought you were for real this time but i dono maybe it just was so you could be with me i dono... I really want to trust you but now ( Read more... )

its our 11 months !!!!
<3 you babe

Yesterday I suprized my babe and walked to his house at 10 in the after noon with out him knowing it was pretty cute because he didnt even take a shower yet his hair was all over but it was cute

Ever feel like your life is gunna crash well im at that point I made the biggest mistake of my life all out of anger it was just one of thouse times where you do something stupid because you were just so frustreated and scared well now i fee like my whole world is gone and i've screwed it all up i really wish i could rewind today i really do i ( Read more... )

I dont do anything right anymore... no matter how hard i try its just not enough to make you happy... im always getting blamed for it and its really starting to piss me off.. im not gunna let my self be like i was .. if we end up not being with eachother i want to be friends but you dont wanna do that and i cant just cut you out of my life like ( Read more... )

my heart gets broken but oh well life goes on ( Read more... )

yeah well lifes not goin good anymore... you know my parents drink all the time and I never want my "future" kids to be around that and all I ask is not to drink but next think I do its on your lj saying yea "sometimes" you promised me you never would and I promised you i would never smoke its not that hard and I just dont understand why you cant ( Read more... )

yea im a bitch I am so fustrated with everything!!!! for some reason i got pissed just this second. NO im not the blonde NO im not the pretty one NO im not the skinny one! I'm not perfect! Im just a full blooded mexican teen girl with dark hair and a chubby body what am I saposed to do! I've tried being that girl that everyone wants to love I'm ( Read more... )

well today we had a game we won hell yeah!!!
Heather thanks for talking to me today we havent actually talked like that in a long time and for some reason when you told me some of that stuff I sorta beleived it it made me feel really good thanks for being theirgirl...
and lauren girl your always their for me mua
jayne girl can't wait ta hang out

ick!!! do you ever feel like your not good enough it like sucks ( Read more... )

Wellllll.... things are just all over the place... what can ya do though... My bday is coming up hehehhehehehhe im so happy feb 19!~~!!!~~ yeah... I'm glade to finnaly be back to cheerleading its sad to say lol ( Read more... )