I feel like Im searching for something that Im never going to find...

All I want is you here in my arms tonite...

Im so scared this is unrequited... that Im once again wanting what I cant have. that my heart will once again be broken...

This song is awesome. It came on this sampler that came w/my punk goes acoustic cd... so yeah last nite I went to the bands website to get lyrics and listened to some other stuff, and besides this song their like this hardcore screaming band. WTF? anyways, i love this song...

SHEVANEL TAKE 2
Between the Buried and Me

my head will not rest on this ( Read more... )

Working the church office again today. The ministers are in today though which makes it better and hey its money. And its going straight to the bank to make a student loan payment. BLAH! I was going to save it for Vegas (Summers bday next month) but then I got a call saying I must make one monthly payment before I can put my loan back in forbarance ( Read more... )

sorry about last nites post... ill explain it all more when I get home from the kids thing at church...

two and 1/2 years and he still smells exactly the same...

Why do I even try?

Youre always going ot see things YOUR way... your not even open to other views.

But its obviously my fault... everything is everyone else fault...

( here comes the bordom... )

what is this feeling I have for you?

The past creeping up on me?

But it feels so different this time around...

at this moment I cant even find the words...

( Read more... )

Captivated
Slow Coming Day

You're stealing my heart again
through every single move you make
and conquer over me with every glance
of your blue eyes.

I am helpless for you.
I am helpless for you.

Hear the sound of my heart
pounding in my chest for you.

I am helpless for you.
I am helpless for you.

I miss you more, more than words could ( Read more... )

What $5 can buy you at Warped tour

*12 buttons (although I lost my saves the day one in the crowd)
*7 cds
*50 stickers
*3 posters
*2 magazines

okay yeah, most this stuff was free.

( and the rest of warped... )